ladypeacek

Psychological Dossier: Pea / Peace

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Full Name: Ladypeacek (commonly known as Pea or Peace) Alias/Nicknames: LadyP, LadyPeace, Peacock, Peasy, LPK, Peace

 

Role: Mayor, Former Clan Leader (Ferrymen), Community Organizer, Childe/Sire

 

Core Psychological Profile: Pea exhibits traits indicative of Complex PTSD, stemming from prolonged emotional and political trauma, betrayal, and cycles of abandonment. She oscillates between fierce independence and intense emotional dependency. Her journals reveal a high degree of emotional intelligence, introspection, and insight into her own mental state, yet she struggles to sustain a stable sense of identity due to repeated psychological fragmentation.

 

Personality Typing:

• MBTI: ENFP-A (The Campaigner)

• Big Five:

  • Openness: High

  • Conscientiousness: Moderate

  • Extraversion: High

  • Agreeableness: High

  • Neuroticism: Very High

Key Traits:

• Emotionally intense, nurturing, fiercely loyal

• Self-aware but impulsive

• Suffers from imposter syndrome despite achievements

• Driven by justice, inclusion, and protection of the misfit or outcast

Mental Health & Diagnoses (Unofficial):

• Complex PTSD

• Depressive episodes

• Attachment trauma (anxious-preoccupied style)

• Possible borderline personality traits

Coping Mechanisms:

• Journaling and narrative processing

• Caretaking and acts of service

• Artistic outlets (metalwork, leadership as creation)

• Emotional suppression masked by charisma and humor

• Avoidance of conflict until emotionally triggered

Trauma Markers:

• Recurrent identity shifts (via name usage and roles)

• Flashbacks and dissociation under extreme stress

• Persistent fear of abandonment and rejection

• Lucine (symbolic shadow-self representing unprocessed rage and loss of humanity)

Relationships & Social Patterns:

• Operates in polyamorous, emotionally bonded dynamics

• Idealizes close connections, especially with Seyda, Koli, Liander, Kaio, Jester

• History of betrayal and abandonment has led to mistrust and defensiveness

• Uses humor, rebellion, and caretaking to maintain bonds

Moral Compass & Alignment:

• Alignment: Chaotic Good

• Values authenticity, justice, loyalty, and freedom over rules or tradition

• Ethical framework grounded in empathy and relational responsibility

Archetypes:

• The Caregiver

• The Lover

• The Rebel

• The Wounded Healer​

 

Core Conflict: Fighting to reconcile her need for deep, lasting love and validation with the necessity of self-sovereignty and resilience in the face of chronic emotional upheaval.

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Current Psychological State: Resilient but emotionally exhausted; hopeful but haunted. Pea continues to fight for community, meaning, and connection while navigating personal demons and recurring disillusionment with the structures around her.

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Prognosis: With ongoing support and continued self-reflection, Pea can maintain emotional balance. Healing remains contingent on integrating her shadow (Lucine), releasing past attachments, and internalizing her worth beyond relational roles.

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Conclusion: Pea is a deeply complex figure defined by her capacity to love, her impulse to protect, and her struggle to find a stable self amid a lifetime of chaos. Her journey is one of survival, redefinition, and persistent hope.